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Post by kadaj1989 on Sept 1, 2008 13:49:17 GMT -5
Asagi looked to the she-wolf, "have you ever loved someone so much that you would give your whole being for?" he asked sitting up straight.
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Post by ~:Aqua:~ on Sept 1, 2008 19:55:08 GMT -5
Kissa looked at him as though he were crazy. "Love someone? No, I haven't. Emotions towards someone will get me no where in life and will only cause problems therefore I ignore them." She replied her auds twitching irritably. "It is the way I was taught and live by." She probably aounded abit snobbish but it was the truth. She learned from the past and her parents that emotions will get you no where. |
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Post by kadaj1989 on Sept 1, 2008 20:09:37 GMT -5
Asagi was confused, "if youv'e never loved someone.....then you havent had anyone close to you?....how sad" he whinned a bit, "I'd do anything for the ones i love the most.....and in return they do all that they can for me."
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Post by ~:Aqua:~ on Sept 3, 2008 19:18:23 GMT -5
Kissa's facial expression never changed as he whinned. "I have never felt close to anyone. Someone may have felt as though they were close to me but I merely disregarded their feelings. That would be why I'm called the Crazy One because they believe that I babble nonsense. I say what I was taught to." There was no hint of emotino in her voice but her face look serious. 'I'm not crazy.........' |
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Post by kadaj1989 on Sept 3, 2008 19:53:02 GMT -5
Asagi smiled as he jumped up onto the rock with the other wolf, "well i don't think your crazy....." he said as he nudged her muzzel with his.
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Post by ~:Aqua:~ on Sept 3, 2008 20:27:52 GMT -5
Kissa never moved when he jumped up beside her. She didn't seem to care that he did until he pressed his muzzle to hers. She blinked unsure what to think. One part of her said to have no reaction to it what-so-ever but another part told her to do something or say something. She could feel her stomach slightly twist with a sort of excitement. "You don't?"
She couldn't remember the last time anyone said they didn't consider her crazy. |
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Post by kadaj1989 on Sept 3, 2008 21:24:35 GMT -5
Asagi smiled as he looked into her eyes, "not at all.....if anything....im the crazy one." he sighed as he looked to the ground. (should i tell her?) he asked himself.
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Post by ~:Aqua:~ on Sept 4, 2008 21:11:33 GMT -5
Kissa stared at him with an expressionless gaze. "Your the crazy one?" She paused. Besides his earring, he had said earlier that he was looking for Ruiza, his heart and soul and had also hinted that Ruiza was another male. If he liked other males she had no right to judge him but others wouldn't be so considerate. "I have yet to hear anyone say your crazy. I have heard rumors about you and they had mentioned you were a bit odd but not crazy." She was being completely honest with him. |
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Post by kadaj1989 on Sept 4, 2008 23:07:36 GMT -5
Asagi sighed, "i guess your right.....odd is the better word...." he said as he let his tired legs give in and let gravity have its way with his body. With a loud THUMP he landed on his belly on the large flat rock, his front legs spread out infront of him, "but i can be crazy though...." he sighed "i guess you havent herd huh" he looked up at her, "im verrrrrry suicidal"
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Post by ~:Aqua:~ on Sept 6, 2008 22:11:00 GMT -5
Kissa watched him fall onto the rock with a thud. "Everyone has their crazy moments but they just enjoy calling me crazy." She said grimly. "They apparently have nothing better to do." Her auds perked and there was a sparkle of curiousity in her eyes when he mentioned suicidal. "....wait a moment.....suicidal? Your looking for the love of your life and trying to kill yourself on the way? Do you really think Ruiza would like it if you killed yourself?" |
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Post by kadaj1989 on Sept 7, 2008 13:58:26 GMT -5
Asagi sighed, "thats why im still here.....i know that if Ruiza is somewhere out there.....I'd miss finding him if i ended my life." he sighed again. "its just when i see all of these loveing couples cuddling and just being near eachother!......i get that sinking feeling and i start asking my self...'why....why me why do i have to live without him....the one i love the most! and he's no where in sight!."
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Post by ~:Aqua:~ on Sept 7, 2008 19:09:49 GMT -5
Kissa nodded looking at the rock beneath them. "I suppose I can see your point but still...........there's no reason be that way. There are many wolves that live by themselves until the end of their days and never once did they try to kill themselves." She said also laying down. She laid her muzzle on her paws. |
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Post by kadaj1989 on Sept 9, 2008 17:50:22 GMT -5
Asagi sighed, "i just cant live without him" he whisperd as a tear fell from his eyes, ( no one will ever understand so what the hell do you think your doing trying to explain your feelings for Ruiza to this girl?) he screamed in his head.
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Post by ~:Aqua:~ on Sept 11, 2008 5:33:03 GMT -5
Kissa kept her head on her paws. She was unsure what to tell him anymore. She didn't understand love all that much since she tried, but most of the time failed, to hide her emotions and ignore other's. She never experienced love but she had seen it many times. From a mother and father watching their pups to mates staring at each other. She could see it but couldn't feel it. She wasn't sure she ever would. |
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Post by kadaj1989 on Sept 11, 2008 23:35:40 GMT -5
"id have to say' he started with a big sigh, "your lucky you dont have to deal with the pain of love....." he sighed "....really....i dont need to be suicidal....im gonna die anyway" he glanced at the she-wolf "my body is so weak and frail....it feels like its slowly giveing out on me."
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